Making disciples is costly. Yes that means money. But to say that making disciples is dependent on money then that’s different. (And that’s not how we function here.) One is dependent on your attitude towards the Great Commission and the other is a total obedience to Christ’s command.
My first trips (not doing seminars or conferences, done with that) for the purpose of making disciples and immediately baptized people were done because I heard God wants me to go not because someone wants to pay my airfares. Most of the time when someone offered free airfares I often take it as ‘not from God.’ Because you can’t equal opportunity and God’s call. Grabbing opportunity for the sake of it often ends up in a mess simply because the devil can manipulate to appear like it’s God’s will. My trips does not only end up making some people a disciple up to the 3rd generation but also the Lord has been faithful providing what I need while in the field.
True mission is going to a place where no making disciples happen yet. Not going from church to church doing seminars and conferences where talented speakers were not staying ‘from house to house’ but ‘from hotel to hotel.’ I have enough of it. Bringing this kind of attitude and lifestyle to my next generation I simply cannot allow myself to pave a way that leads to comfortable Christianity. So my trips have change. One of my first trips was when I flew for two hours and ride a bus for 6hrs and arriving at my destination at 3 o’clock in the morning with only $1.10 left in my wallet and I have to stay in the area for four days. The next day I baptized one. The next day someone sent $200 in my account. After a year, the area have reach up to the 4th generation in making disciples.
I have learned a lesson in that trip regarding money. That resources is sent in the field not in your home. If I am a soldier and have been ordered by my commander to go to Iraq then resources like food and guns shall not be sent to my home here in Cebu but to Iraq. Simple as that. Means, I have to obey God first. I have to go to the field and God will provide.
Now, how did I get my air ticket. Did I raise funds? After I knew God wants me to go to a specific location I normally look for cheap/promo fares. Then later would ask friends to fund it. Even so, either they give or not it doesn’t matter anyhow coz I’ve already booked my ticket. That’s when I ended up having $1.10 when I arrived at my destination. This does not only happens once though. Stories after stories are in my site. Even this very story is documented for the purpose of helping others do mission just as we were told to do, not having our own opinions of the Great Commission. That is to obey and trust God when it comes to doing ‘His’ work.
Now about sending disciples to make disciples. Do we need money before obeying?
We ‘all’ wait for the ‘go’ signal. ‘All’ because not just me who decides when and who decides to go out. And a ‘go’ signal because we just don’t go for the sake of going. We are a body of believers that sends disciples, not individuals who does our own thing. And more than that we are told to be spirit-led.
So, one time while we were doing relational discipleship, means doing something while talking, discussing, persuading, teaching about Life, God, Bible etc. We don’t just sit and do bible study, we don’t do program to raise spiritual kids. We work something together like in this case we are making cabinets. In the middle of our discussion Albert and Jomie said harmoniously “Kuya, we are going to Olango island.” I agreed but something in me disagreed. Why? “They could have ask first if I’ve got money to send them.” That’s my concern. For two days I kept asking and start worrying where to get the funds as the days to go nearer and nearer. Then suddenly as I open the door of my room I heard God speak to me saying “The Holy Spirit sends them.” Then I remember two scripture in Acts that says the same exact words. (It’s right there in your bible).
I am glad I got some confirmation but at the same time have felt shame because I worry much of the finances issue than what Jesus has told Albert and Jomie to do. I lack trust of the Holy Spirit to speak to them. That’s mostly our problem. We trust God to talk to us but not to others. This is the very reason that we like this ‘leadership’ role because it stops us to do something and start telling people what to do!
Now, this island that God wants them to go, how did we reach them out without planning much of where to get finances? We bought used tire and made it into a flower pot. The used tire cost 5 peso ($1-40peso). We create something out of it, a flower pot, and we sell it for P100 ($2+). We’ve made 20 of them so that’s $50. They will sell it in the island and use the money for whatever needs they would have. They will find ‘house of peace’ and make disciples there. Now, there many families there who are Jesus followers. They’ve reach up to the 6th generation. This is a very good sign to start an apostolic hub!
Are we needing funds to go and make disciples? Oh yes. Making disciples is not free. It is costly. But we’ve paid the price ourselves. Why? Obedience first. It’s not the issue of money, it’s more than that. It’s our hearts that wants to obey.
People, friends who gave to us because they are seeing us functioning ‘already’ as a sending ecclesia. They ‘laid down at the apostles feet’ like in the early church. They give without question. Simply because they see us how we live but most of all is that we have relationships with them.